Things Arent So Good….

Well…things have been hectic…one of the guys went on hoildays for 3 weeks and we are short. So that means my boss and myself have to pick up some slack..so I’m workin 6 days a week until he gets back…it really sucks..I like my days off. I’ve been sick the last 4-5 days…my stomach and chest are sore from coughing so fuckin much. I have Thursday off..which is real nice so I’m just gonna sit around and relax all damn day. This way I can recuperate and do a quick load of laundry. Things arent so good back home…my stepdad is dying of cancer…he is in his last days. He has about a month or so before it takes him…he’s at home on oxygen and stuff…he can still eat but he sleeps most of the time. My mom is super sad and hurting real bad…I wish I could be there for her but I have to work and pay my rent..which really sucks. So when he does pass on my mom will call me and I’ll have to travel home for the funeral. I’m really worried about her…I dont like it when my mom is sad..I wish there was something I could do but I know I cant do much about it. My brother had told me what was goin on when I called him last week…I was shocked and couldnt believe it. He was diagnosed in May and its eating him alive…I was told his legs were no bigger than my arms…my mom is makin sure his last days are comfortable. Anyhow…this ends here..I will return soon..Basta.

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