Bummed Out….

Well….We lost on Saturday in the semi-finals for the Team 501 Vegas shoot. We choked bad..we sat too long and we got cold…I needed a simple out and I kept busting. It was a super long day and all for nothing…but…I get another kick at the can this Saturday for the Team Cricket event. That will be another long day of darts for me as well….12 hrs of playing darts is quite a long time. That also depends on how many teams are in our level…the 501 shoot had 12 freakin teams….that’s what made the day so damn long. I have a good partner as well..she’s a damn good shot so we should do very well. In other news..I haven’t talked to her in a long time now and I have this sinking feeling that things are pretty much done with us. Not a word, a peep, a text message, an email or anything like that. Dunno what to think..what have I done? I haven’t done nothing wrong…all I ever did was just care and be a good guy. Well..I may have to move on…I don’t deserve to be treated like this…all I can say is she should explain herself and let me know whats up and stop dragging me thru the mud. No more games, no more bullshit or anything like that…just tell me whats goin on. I deserve that much..I wouldn’t do that to anyone..I would tell them straight up and give the lowdown on whats goin on. I really thought this was something good..things were goin well..kisses, hugs, laughs, spendin time together..all that good stuff. Well…I guess what I have in my heart wasn’t meant for her..but we’ll see. Anyhow..this ends here..I will return soon. Basta.

TheCapo