Confused.

I have no f-ing idea what’s going on with my boyfriend.  First of all, I am absolutely sick to my stomach right now and it’s 3 in the morning.  The texts were weird, we almost got in a weird stupid fight, I told him to call and he didn’t I just tried calling him… reminds me way too much of how I’d feel with Rian.  I seriously want to cry.  Wait, scratch that, I AM crying.  It’s so hard. 

I literally am heartbroken, probably over nothing.  Am supposed to go to his graduation this weekend but we might break up before then.  I dunno.  I hurt.  Bad.

That’s all I want to say.

Much love…

-Elle.