Somebody.Wake.Me.From.This.Nightmare.

So Richard let me down again. its a really story that im too hurt and upset to tell, but ends up with me power crying for 2 hours and being out 100$.

Im still going to Vancouver, im just taking the Bus, and only have 45 $ spending money and im not speaking to him really.

It feels like i always have happiness dangleing in front of me…and when i go to take it…its jerked away. *sigh*

this makes old urges come back.

I’d better put myself on emotional breakdown watch.

today is offically a 5.

I see tasha tomorrow morning. she’ll make it better.

anyways, just thought id update. leave me notes!