Family

I write this diary for my father today. He had a surgery yesterday and it went all good.

Under the circumstances of COVID-19 issue, I believe that he did not want this event happen….

I live in the states so I was not able to be close to him to cheer him up. It always gets me…should I go back to own country to live close to my family.

I like my job and my colleagues, it is hard for me to find this kinda job in my future. However, I feel that my life clock is fairly moving but gives me some gravitational force toward far more west from here.

I don’t think I made a mistake to come to this country, I have many thanks to people and opportunities, I do not feel satisfied with my goals though….

As I age, many friends have departed from me, it is natural to see that we all become picky and have less time to keep all friends near you. However, I do not want to go back to Facebook….but I do not have a good solution to solve this issue. If I don’t do anything, I will probably keep on losing my friends. Or should I let them go?

Regardless of my surroundings, I truly miss my family. I’m fortunate that they all are alive and relatively healthy. What should I do? I do not know yet…

Love you my dad, I’m glad to hear that the surgery went well. I am so sorry I was not able to support you in person….