why is it always boring to write when im happy.

Ever since my change in character – as mentioned in the previous post .. ive just felt really different .. like i am floating on some kind of euphoric high.  I just feel really lighthearted and happy.  Im not complaining about this, its a nice feeling to always be happy and laughing, maybe in my act of absolute crazyness there was some kind of chemical inbalance in my brain and it just hasnt corrected itself ..

i hope it stays … i like the feeling

Today i straightened my hair (rare event, normally it doesnt even get brushed!) and i wore my favourite purple top, but she didnt even stop to say hello to me.  Although i did catch her laugh at me … One of the doctors told another colleague that i was an asset to the department (which is nice .. it made me smile) but me being me said .. ‘oh i put the ass into asset’ , so even though she didnt say hello to me .. she at least finds me funny!