so i am a copy cat

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:

1.  I am sorry that i didnt visit you last time i was in Tassie … something i think i will now always regret
2.  Damn you … why dont i matter
3.  I am so proud to call you my brother, even though i know it would kill you to say it … you dont need to because i do see the love.

4.  You aggrivate me, we are just as bad as each other … but neither of us will admit it
5.  I have such a huge crush on you, i love how when i smile you get all sheepish and coy wondering whether the smile is for you or at you … work it out and get back to me
6.  Dont move.  Period.  Dont move.  I dont want to have to miss you.
7.  Say hello to me dammit .. stop saying it through somone else.
8.  I wish i could make you laugh and be happy
9.  seriously … why? am i just a back up plan?
10. thank you for just being you

Nine Things About Myself:

1.  I am a shopaholic … like seriously majorily girly kinda have to shop every week kinda shopaholic.

2.  I am extreamly stubborn
3.  I am highly emotional, yet dont like people to see it
4.  I judge people way too quickly .. sometimes not even giving them more than 5 minutes before i write them off, i try not to, but generally as a rule, if someone acts like a dick within 5 minutes, they are generally a dick for the rest of their lives
5.  I wish i was brave enough to get a tattoo on my wrist
6.  i fall out of strange beds when i sleep in them
7.  I get the hiccups when i giggle too much
8.  I love to feel pretty … even though i never think that i am
9.  i used to write … a lot … but i lost it

Eight Ways to Win My Heart:

1.  quote my favourite line from my favourite song
2.  believe in my dreams
3.  miss me
4.  know what my favourite flower is and buy it for me for no particular reason
5.  be corny for corny sake
6.  make me laugh
7.  putting others before yourself
8.  cute smile

Seven Things That Cross My Mind A Lot:
1.  money

2.  ‘her’

3.  work
4.  the current membership status of the ‘we hate amy club’
5.  my family
6.  do i have enough change to buy a coke zero
7.  home time

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:

1.  get into bed

2.  turn on my ipod
3.  close my eyes
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Five People Who Mean A Lot:

1.  you
2.  her

3.  she
4.  them
5.  you again (and yes i know i have cheated with this one)

Four Things I’m Wearing Right Now:

1.  pj pants
2.  hoodie
3.  does a blanket count?
4.  my laptop is on my knees .. does that count too? 

Three Songs That I Listen to Often (Currently):

1.  Hey Ya (by obadiah parker)
2.  Pennywhistle (by augiemarch)
3.  Last request (paolo nutini)

Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die

1.  have children
2.  go on a rollercoaster and not get sick

One Confession:

i often wonder what it is like to be in love