me …

wow … i lost  a whole month.  I didnt realise it has been so long.

I have actually been rather sick, been in and out of hospital for the past month, they would let me out then guaranteed 1 – 2 days later i would be admitted back in with something else, i got a really bad infection in my thyroid galnds which led me to get parvo, glandular and a few other lovely illnesses that leave you feeling fine and dandy, but the problem was my glands would sweel so much that i couldnt eat or drink, organs would fail etc … aint the body a wonderful thing 😉

But im all good now *touch wood* today is my first day back at work,  well first full day, i was stubborn and bored a few times but always died after 4 hours or so.

Its weird, i feel so out of touch with everyone, and then there are those who i would happily let stay in the out of touch area.

I have decided however and started saving to go o/s next year in january.  I keep changing my mind on where i want to go, but its cheap to fly into LA, so will do that then go wherever afterwards and make sure i stop off in hawaii for a few days on the way back.  I was planing on going with a friend, but – im not so sure anymore, they are too flakey to make plans with, so i might just tough it out on my own.  It will be fun.  i hope.