definately not ace

So … bad news, tomorrow I have to make an appointment to see an orthopaedic surgeon to arrange surgery on my knee.
I am seriously very depressed by having to do so – have had therapy on my knee for the past 3 months to try and avoid surgery, but the MRI done yesterday confirmed what I had suspected, its a big ol torn up mess in there.  Plus that and the fact that in the past week i have put two tears in my calf muscle from the strain of trying to protect my knee when it buckles.
To top it off … im not sure if my private health will insure it – if they dont, im on a 12 month waiting list.

joy to the world, pass the bottle of tequilla.

i really do feel like drowning out the world … i often wonder how much simpler life would be if I could mute it all out.