a little less grumpy

So now i am feeling a little guilty about being so grumpy this morning, the thing was, it was so uncontrollable grumpy, i think i was more feeling overwhelemed with all the work that i had to do and it was important to me to get it done but also make sure it was done properly … so i dealt with it the best way i knew how .. i let myself be grumpy.

But instead of people egging it on … they brought me out of it, anytime J walked passed me she would pull a face making me laugh, even if i was on the phone talking, taking a sip of my drink, she would face me just to make me smile and not be so grumpy.  I really do appreciate everyone i work with …

but ofcourse there was something else …

My infatuation spoke with me for nearly 30 minutes, it was all initiated by her … it felt so nice to have her seek me out and talk, to laugh, to ask how my weekend was … so after telling myself i was over my little crush she waltzed back in and ignited that flame to burn big and bright.  I just dont know what to do with this ever changing range of emotions.

As powderfinger sings … "these days turned out nothing like i had planned"