5 years

this month marks 5 years, i have to remind myself, although i am alone, i am not lonely.

I realised today that i am more insecure than i care to admit.  And i wont admit it, well, not to those that should know, because you see, one of my insecurities is admitting that i am insecure.  At least i can now admit it to myself, for a long time i have been in slight denial.  But in accepting this, i have realised that i want to find that one person who i can be compleatly vulnerable with, somone to trust, someone who when i should be feeling at my most weakest will give me the strength to be at my best.

Because even though i am not lonely, i am alone.