04/26/2009

me *someone in DI thinks your good looking … they were rather dissapointed to find out your married with kids*
he *well … when you’ve got it, you’ve got it*

I wish i could be that confident.  I wish i could feel that confident.  But i dont.  I’m not cute, i dont stand out in a crowd, unless i have my skirt tucked into my pants then i dont get a second look from people as i walk past.  I am what you would say the two O’s.  Overweight and Ordinary.

This confidence goes further than just with my looks.

I can never just believe that someone would want to be in my company, that people would want my friendship, that people want me to work for them because of who it is i am and because i am great at my job.  I have been told these things and i still seem to doubt them. 

I wish i could be more confident.