You just know it..

I’ve always figured that I was gonna be the girl who got married right out of high school, or not too long after. My life I figured would involve me getting married to my high school sweetheart(so that part went wrong lol), and moving to some nice friendly town, somewhere I’ve never lived before, or North Dakota, where I was raised lol. And then my husband and I would just have the best time ever, he’d have whatever career, I’d maybe be taking some classes for school and working some job that I love, and then after maybe a year of being married I’d get pregnant with my first kid. I always also figured that I’d have a big family. Now I think the most kids I would want would be 4. I don’t know if I’ll have that many. But the MOST would be 4 or 5 lol. I don’t know why I’m talking about all of this except that each day that goes by I start to believe more and more that Kenny and I really will get married. Every little thing about him is perfect for me. Like he knows how to cook my favorite food…he’s the only person who freakin knows WHAT THE HELL my favorite food is lmao. Yakisoba, anyone? He LOVES kids. I love his family so much. His family opens presents christmas eve too! I really feel a connection with him. Like its meant to be. I can’t help it. And I know he wants to settle down and all of that. And I feel weird that that excites me lol. I’m such a dork I know. But, I really am in love. And thats the first time I’ve said that since Colin, because I’ve been scared as hell lol. 1 week til Kenny gets his new phone!!!! Then I’m going to ask him when I should come visit. And I’ll take off work for like a week and fly over there to North Carolina. <333 MAN i AM EXCITED! I can’t wait til I can talk to him about how much I really like him.

It feels great to be single, yet not. 🙂 Single, but my hearts taken.

I love love.

Sorry I write about it so much in here lol I do it so I don’t bore my friends with it. Even though Kimber and her mom love to hear it because thats Kenny’s sister and mom and they realllllly want us to get married too, and I loooooove to hear them tell me how much Kenny really likes me. <33. i’m going to go to bed now with a big smile on my face. <3 loooooove.