What’s a girl to do?

ok I have no idea whatsoever what I’m going to do. Grar. Ok, Ashley and Travis both told me that Jim wants to go to dinner with me tonight, and Ashley thinks he’s going to ask me out tonight, and he’s a really nice guy and all of that and if it wasn’t for one thing I would say yes for sure, but the problem is this is my very own diary and I can’t even explain the predicament. I hung out with Colin a little bit today, while I was dressed in my new york outfit lmao. We just went to the bank and Burger King, and at Burger King I saw the guy that used me and Colin was like “DON’T GET THAT SAD FACE. I know what that face means, I can read you I know you better than you think I do” or something like that, so I was like damn lol. Well no shit it makes someone sad to be used lol. Anyways, then Colin had to go to work, so then I went home and laid down for a while til like 3:45ish when I picked up Shona and we went driving around and went to Tara’s and saw that Tara, Kayla, Nikki, and Dustin were all in the back swimming lol. So we borrowed suits and stuff and jumped in, too lol. Fun times. And I’m supposed to call Jim at 5:30. I think if he asks me out..I’ll say yes. I can’t waste my life away for one thing…I have it all planned out lol. Yet I CAN’T EXPLAIN IT HERE. Damn lol. That could be a problem hahaha. Anyways, I’m gonna go now and take a little nap or something lol. WISH ME LUCK.