Sometimes you realize your heart is wrong

Yesterday I had a lot of fun. After Ashley and Shona got off work I brought them home and we hung out at their house for a little while and then we went to Bakers cause I needed to request the 14th-18th off so I can go to week long for Revolution yah yah lol, and while we were there Jon pops up behind us and he didn’t have to work til 4, so he follows us back to Ashley and Shona’s and then we all hang out there for a while and then after Ashley and I go to bring something to her mom and come back Tara called my cell and it was somewhere in the back seat of my car so I eventually found it and called her back lol. She asked if we wanted to hang out later when she was able to and we said yeah. Then the four of us went to The Black Hole, Jimmy’s parents arcade, its so fun lol. It has Dance Dance Revolution, I looooove it lol. Yesterday was my first time playing it but its so fun haha. I will be a pro in no time haha. Then we went to Ashley and Shona’s AGAIN for Ashley to go in and tell her mom something and while she was in there I guess Travis called and then we went to Walmart and all of a sudden Travis was there so we were like….oooook whatever lol. Shona was hungry and wanted Taco Bell, so we told them we were going to Taco Bell and Ashley and Travis said they’d meet us there but they thought we were going to the one on Galvin I guess and we went to the other one, whoops. So they thought we ditched them or whatever. So Shona and I had a really good talk there though. It was nice. Then we were going to the park when Tara finally called back saying she could hang out, and so we were on our way and Shona called her house to tell them where she was going and her parents were like no you can’t go anywhere you have to come home because you ditched your sister, so we found out Ashley told that we had ditched them on purpose or something. OHHH well. So then I dropped Shona off and I went over to Tara’s and we just hung out there and talked for a while, it was nice. Then we went to Taco Bell lol, then to Bakers to get something for my dad. And then Shona called me to see if we wanted to hang out by her house so we were like sure and came over and hung out there til like midnight. It was me, Tara, Shona, Jon, Josh, Sarah, Dustin, and kinda Ashley and Travis. It was really fun though. After having a lot of talks with Tara yesterday I’ve finally realized that I don’t even want whats-his-face back lol. I was just being that stupid “you’ve got what was once mine” girl, the one who wants what she can’t have or wants what someone else has. He’s not the same person he used to be and I know that for sure, he’s changed from when I first started dating him, and everything happens for a reason. Just as Tara said, God has someone so much better picked out for me….and I can do sooooo much better. And I don’t even NEED a guy right now. Ecspecially not a two-faced confused one lol. I don’t need any more confusion in my life than there all ready is haha. But, yah, that was my Saturday, fun times fun times.