If only

If  only I had a place to write that was all my own, and if I could explain things to people without them getting pissed at me, and if only people didn’t continue to make me feel like I was worthless, and if only people didn’t use me, anf if only i knew someone truly cared about me more than anyone else in the entire world.

If only I wasn’t just everybody’s toy, to mess with and bend to just before the breaking point…that’d be good.