Survery stolen from [sikTh]

1 minute ago: I was listening to Still Loving You.

1 hour ago: I was eating Taco Bueno…because I can and Jay can’t ::evil laugh::

1 day ago: um I was at work.

1 week ago: hmmm…I don’t remember…I was probably at work.

1 month ago: What’s today again? At any rate I was probably at work.

1 year ago: I was at work (rather redundant eh?) in Houston, planning my trip to Florida…damn…that was a year ago???

5 minutes ago: I was talking to Bryan.

5 hours ago: I was asleep…having wonderful erotic dreams…how about you?

5 days ago: uhhh…I think I was at work or something?

5 weeks ago: Shit…I don’t know…I was more than likely talking to Scott every chance I got.

5 months ago: I was spending all my time at home talking to Scott hehe.

5 years ago: I was attempting suicide and carving lines in my skin…I’m so glad most of the scars can hardly be seen now.

I hurt: people without meaning to….well sometimes.

I love: beauty…my friends and family included…some of my family anyway.

I hate: more things than I have room to mention.

I cry: Shut up….don’t listen to rumors…ok so I do but only if no one can see.

I fear: waking up at an old age and realizing that love has never touched my heart and in a year or two will die from a broken heart alone and unwanted…and alligators…on the next Fear Factor the people are going to have to do stuff with them…man FUCK ALL THAT SHIT!!! On the last one they had to eat huge cockroaches er whatever they were…that’s fuckin nasty man.

I hope: I will someday find that which I seek…or am found.

I feel alone: most of the time despite the crowd around me.

I kill: my ego…or lack thereof.

I talk: only if I’m spoken to…but not always…or if I have something to say…where has all the silence gone?

I listen: to everything that wants to be heard…well I try at least.

I break: my spirit…on a daily basis actually.

I see: a world that seems empty because I don’t appear to have a place in it.

I smell: “I look and smell, I do declare, as lovely as a rose…just feast your eyes upon my face. Observe my shapely nose. Behold my heavenly silky locks, and if I take off both my socks you’ll see my dainty toes.” Heh

I taste: everything I can get my tongue on…well almost…but only if I’m invited to do so.

I remember: the stupid things I’ve said and done…spirit-breaking material.

I hold: grudges…and very well I might add.

I hide: these tears I can’t keep in…these fears that blaze within…

I walk: heh yeah that’s generally what people do…unless they don’t have the ability to do so.

I drive: everyday and love every second of it.

I read: books. I’m currently reading The Merchant of Venice for the 100th time.

I burn: on earth until I die and go to hell.

I breathe: Sorry to disappoint….I can’t exactly help it…but I’ll have my people look into the other alternatives.

I play: my sister’s Play Station 2.

I miss: being held by someone who genuinely wants to do so.

I touch: only myself as it stands now hehe.

I learn: everyday that I am no where near adequate.

I feel: fuckin tired man…I can hear my bed calling me…mmm…

I know: …well I like to pretend I do.

I say: whatever I want….I just don’t always repeat it if it isn’t heard the first time hehehe.

I dream: supposedly…I don’t have any proof.

I have: material possessions that don’t mean a thing…

I want: more than I’m worthy of possessing apparently.

I wait: every second of every day…when will it end?

I need: to love and be loved…someday it will be mine…oh YES, it WILL be mine…

I live: …again sorry to disappoint.

I sing: only if I can’t be heard.