Nervous allready!!!
Well, I go tomorrow to take my test, again! and my nerves are starting allready, it wouldnt be so bad if i didnt NEED this drivers liscense, every one is counting on me, well, Michael is, the other ones are just hoping that i get them..
Time is counting down, we leave on the 28th of this month, and someone needs to drive that buick out of here, then we go, i believe its the 29th, to pick up the motor home, everything is happening so fast, Michael is stressed and im stressed, if i dont get my liscense we are, well, screwed, Michael lets me know it like every minute, talk about pressure..
I dont know the streets of clearfield, the next town over, where im taking the test, we dont even have policemen in this town let alone a DMV, we used to have one, just like we used to have a police force!
Im just so sick worrying, if I dont pass this tomorow i dont know whats going to happen, Michael I know is going to hate me, he says he wont, but, i know he will blame me, he keeps saying "I know you can drive", well, i know i can too, apparently its not good enough for the person taking me on the test!
Everyone says me getting to the DMV and parking in the wrong spot failed me right off, i wasnt thinking and my sister, who has her drivers’ liscense told me to park there! so, i didnt think anything of it! but, i sure got yelled at when i saw the testing instructor, whew!!
Ive memorized where the controls are in my sisters car, so, hopefully, i wont get to nervous and forget and they will work the way they are supposed to for me..
I knew to stop right behind the stop sign, and before we got there the guy teaching me how to drive told me not to waste time at a stop sign, just pull up, look both ways then go, i knew that was wrong, but, i did it for the test!!
I travelled over to the other lane too, so, im having my other sister take me over to clearfield tonight and take me through the course again, so, i have some kind of idea where im going, theres 2 ways they can take you on the test, i allready know the first one (hopefully they will take me that way again), and i need to not stop on the cross walk, i was so carefully when first learning to drive about that! also, i turn the wheel and grab inside the steering wheel, i cant do that, i have to retrain myself on that one!
I know theres another guy who gives the test, he is much nicer, im hoping i get him tomorrow, because from the way this guy who took me on tuesday acts, he doesnt want anyone to pass!! but, if i do get this mean one, i know i have to just calm down and not let him intimidate me, i honestly dont know how anyone passes with him, i know while i was away they said he only passed one person..
Now im worried because my test is tomorrow at 3:15, my sister doesnt get of until 2:30 or a little after, and it takes 30 minutes to get to clearfield, and your supposed to be 15 min. early, ill be in trouble for that! and what if they allready passed their quota for friday before i get there? what if the guy is in a bad mood, because its the end of the day, hes tired and wants to go home, will he take it out on me???
There go my nerves again!!!
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