I failed!!

 

   I used my older sisters car, its a small one, i guess they dont make that car anymore, but, anyway, it was perfect for me! we (bob and i ) met my sister at the mall where the DMV is, and we exchanged cars, bob and i went out driving her car so i could get used to it..

   We were out for an hour and a half just doing parallel parking and 3point turns, i was so hot and miserable to begin with because of that, i know i had to get used to the car, but, i was tired of driving, and i think that had alot to do with the things i didnt do right..

   Anyway, we parked the car behind the building, i parked it right where my sister told me too, so, then we went in and got signed in, then we were told to go out drive around to the sign where the test began, fine, we waited for the instructor to come out, he came out just as mad as could be, apparently where i parked i wasnt allowed too, and he gave me a lecture, my sister tried explaining to him that she told me to park there, so, now everyone believes that failed me, i didnt have to take the test, because if i would have done everything right he had it in his mind because i parked where i shouldnt have, i was failing..

   so, the test began, no one had shown me any of the controls, so, points theres, i started crying (points there), we pulled up to do the parallel parking, i did a great job, got the car in the first time, so, we continued…..

   he said i crossed the crosswalk, i travelled into the oncomming trafic lane, he said i didnt stop at a stop sign, i tapped my brakes and kept rolling, and i didnt stay on my side of the road behind the one part of the building, *sigh* he said i had so many points racked up that he stopped counting..

   My sister said he was really arrogant, he was just downright mean, he wouldnt give me a chance when he was asking about the controls, i tried thinking because i knew where some of them where, then when i hesitated he was giving me hints, which i knew was bad..

   He did undertand that it was my nerves, he told me that, but, when you first come out yelling at someone like he did with me, of course they are going to be upset, and he was apparently the only one giving the test to people, and he let me know that there were 25 more people waiting behind me, so, did i feel rushed? yes! it wasnt fair at all..

   I believe the are to strict, i think i drove well, of course he is the instructor and would know, but, i think he had it out for me as soon as he saw i was parked in the wrong spot in the beginning..

   I go back on friday, but, the car i am using i wont be able to drive or anything its my nephews car, and Michael is mad because i cant practice in it, i tried explaining to him that its their car and Nathan has things to do but he wont listen, he said you just cant jump into a car and expect to go, well, i do like that car, i can handle it, i think i can do it..

   Im just so tired of hearing about a drivers’ liscense that i can scream, i never wanted this in the first place, i was trying for Michael, and he keeps saying to me only a few days left until we are out of here, you need that liscense, more pressure there!

   Another thing about that instructor, im 38 years old, he had me all nerved up, can you imagine a 16 year old sitting there? he was just nasty, and when bob was sitting there waiting for me he said only one person had passed, and there were people saying "oh, no, not him again" so he must be that way with everyone..

   I just cant believe i failed, i am so upset with myself, i cried and cried when i got home, im just so disgusted!!!

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