Goodbye, for now..

We are moving tomorrow, getting the R.V and moving to another town, im kind of nervous, sad, ect, all my animals that i loved dearly have new homes now, its so quiet here without them, but, ill be ok, ill get over it eventually, i know.

My sister is mad at me, yesterday was her birthday, she wanted to go out so i agreed to watch the kids’, but, i warned her not to be all night, she said ok, so, i waited and waited, 3 am came, no Holly, so i sent Tay over to the neighbors to see if she knew where Holly could be, so, she called here and we started talking about Holly and the way she lives her life and treats the kids’, anyway, she asked me if i wanted her to calll the police to maybe see if they could find Holly i said yes, she called them, then called back and told me not to tell Holly that she called, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..

so the police came, i talked to them, and the one cop said to me, "so, your tired of watching the kids’?" and i said i love my nieces and nephews, and he replied "but, basically your saying your tired of watching them" i didnt say anything, i thought hey, its 3 am, she should be HOME with HER kids’!!

then, i told them that there was no food, well, they said " why cant you take them to your house and feed them?" HA, im moving and have very little food here as it is!! then i told them that i didnt drive, and they asked how i got here, and i told them Holly picked me up, then they wanted to know whos van was there, Holly left it, and went with a friend, i swear i was the one in the wrong the way those cops acted, they made me feel like a terrible person because i wanted to go home and sleep in my own bed, iwas hungry and i had things to do to get ready to move tomorrow..

Anyway, I had them come in the house and look at the mess, so, the one cop did, went room to room, told me "your right children and youth does need to be called, but, not tonight, thres no reason to disturb the kids" so the neighbor brought some food over, we ate, then at almost 5 am my sister comes home, and i said t her"your in trouble witht he cops and children and youth" no reply she just acted like i wasnt there..

So, now she is telling everyone that i called children and youth on her, i didnt the state police did!!! and i want whats best for the kids’ bellieve me i dont want them taken away and seperated!! anyway, now shes mad, but, when she realizes everything was done out of love she will come around, hopefully..

on to more news, i get to take another test tomorrow for driving…:( im so tired of going over there, but, one of these times i will do that parallel park, i just hate putting myself through all this disapointment…

ill be back on the internet hopefully soon, so, bye bye for now..:)

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