I don’t get to go to Denver… :(

I bought a plane ticket to Denver because a friend of mine does standup (along with a bunch of other things)and also so I could see my brother. Jimmy saw the printouts for the show and the plane tickets and flipped out. He made me cancel the trip just because he’s a pissy little bitch. I was so looking forward to seeing Hal again (first time was on 02-29-08)and seeing Matt again (my brother. The last time I saw him was in February of 2006)that I cried. 🙁

It pisses me off that Jimmy can spend hundreds of dollars on goats for his parents’ farm as an "investment" when we haven’t sold any so haven’t made any money on them, when I specifically said only one or two at the most. I think we have 10-12 now. You don’t see me making him take them back or getting his money back, do you?

It’s like he sees how happy I am and how excited and has to crush it. So I get to stay home and be miserable while he gets to play "Big Boss Man" and yell at me.  He even told me to leave if I was going to "act like that". I hate him…

He said something about if I had given him more notice, etc. but I just found out about the show so it’s not like I had known for weeks. He had a cow when I went to Chicago as well. I think he’s worried I’ll leave him for Hal (possibility considering how shitty Jimmy treats me sometimes)or something. Can you blame me? Jimmy makes me cry and then wants to know what’s wrong, gropes me all the time (even in front of the kids), expects me to just let him spend our money on whatever he wants without saying a word yet won’t let me do the same thing. I got the cheapest flight I could but he still had a cow.

That’s a picture my friend Liz cropped for me from February 29, 2008 when Hal and I finally got to meet. 😀

Me, Hal and Liz. He’s signing my Zero 1 cd (his band – he’s the lead singer)

The comedian that went on before Chris Bonno and Hal, Hal, me and Liz. 🙂

Liz’s mom, Hal, me and Liz. 🙂