10/365

I love my job but i am absolutely hating aspects of it right now. I can’t say a great deal, but lets just say that something has been done "wrong" for years and now they’re picking up on it and i have to rectify the situation, after being in the role for 4 months. I don’t normally mind being Miss Fixitandmakeitrightforfuturegenerations-gal but this is sucky. We’ve been over-providing and now we have to pull it back to within regular standards. Now i understand why, and it all makes sense … but they are a shitty set of conversations. There’s already been tears. After this, put me onto sacking employees … it’d be about the only thing worse. If they were hoping to make me tougher, this is the strongest quickest way to do it …. and it has to be done by COB tomorrow.

On an upnote … i enjoyed my fruit jelly cup today 🙂

On another branch of thought – i think i’m going to change the coloration of my diary … this is way too pretty. I was hoping it would invoke "good" thoughts and a positive attitude … nup. Didn’t work. Happy colors irritate me.

Here’s one for the psychology buffs …. I like to be the happiest in the room, especially when i’m the only person in it …  l don’t like a wall to be happier than me. Feel free to psychoanalyze the crap outta that. Get back to me 🙂

Also trying to watch The Avengers from start to finish – i’ve tried for a couple of nights in a row now – haven’t succeeded. Gonna break that jinx tonight 🙂

Ok … gonna go and play with colors now

ttfn !