The sickness

 The sickness set in yesterday.

The unending nausea, the total exhaustion, and inability to get out of bed. I spent the night puking because I can’t hold down my medication. Because really do I need low blood pressure or a balanced thyroid?

I spent 2 days in bed or the couch. I don’t know what I will do tomottow when I have no help. I can’t even ask my mom for help. It is a lonely feeling.

I am calling the ob in the morning, seeing if I can get an IV or a picc line again. I feel so bad, I have too. 

I need to feel better, I have 2 kiddos who need their mommy. 

My milk is almost gone, and it is making Sabastian sicky, I have about a day or so to get it resolved or we are in trouble. It isn’t just me but 2 kids who are relying on me for their nourishment. Sabastian and baby blob. 

I am so dehydrated now my lips are cracked and bleeding and well I am not peeing. I am not sure how this happened so fast, I am guessing nursing and the heat is what made it happen so fast. 

Thanks too all of you who thought maybe it wouldn’t be so bad this time, but it is headed there fast.