so much better

 I am feeling a million times better today.

After sinking low, and I do mean low into the sickness I couldn’t take it anymore. It was simply too much for me to handle. 

They finally listened to me and I am up to 3000ml of fluids a day in my line and the addition of 24 mg of zofran, plus vitamins, and then add in some steroids. 

I am feeling well, and I am grateful for my line. it makes my life feel almost normal. You wouldn’t think to look at me that I feel better with a picc line but I do. 

I am grateful my insurance company pays for the zofran in my line. If not orally I would be allowed 8mg a day. that’s 1/3 of my dosing. 

I am about 7 weeks they think. I agree maybe. It doesn’t mater now this baby will come when it comes.

My milk is still not there. Sabastain had a horrific reaction to the formula, and it is just awful. His bum is all pimply and raw, and his little balls are raw. So raw. I need new wipes and need better cream.

I think i was too adverterous today and wore myself out. I got gas, took kids to therapy and and went to the store. I am tired. Flat out tired. Even though I sat in the little electric wheelchair through the store. 

Sabastain had a new OT today. I don’t hate her so its fine I suppose. 

Now I promised to fix Travis’ pants so I should.