On feeling grouchy

 Samara’s birthday went well, we had lots of fun, and I was so happy so many people were able to come to her party. 

I was complimented by one of the moms that Samara is so social. I mean wow Samara social?

I do want to comment on something I saw there. There were 5 little girls there, 4 of them were special in their own ways, all wonderful little girls who are polite and nice, and very very well behaved. And then there is my neice. She was horrible. Like I was embarassed she was there. She cried half of the time, and wouldn’t listen to anyone and then cried, and just overall was not nice. And yet according to her mother she is fine. She clearly has emotional problems that are not being dealt with along woth behavioral problems. I wish I could do something, but alas anything I say or do is wrong.

My MIL also took the ocassion to tell us what is in her will. Apparently Samara will get her wedding ring and travis is the executor of the estate. His sister has been left out of all descsion making because her life is a wreck. She also offered me a burial plot next to her. Odd, but alright. I am not sure I would want to be burried next to her but heck I’ll be dead what will I care?

Sabastian’s OT still hasn’t started, and his OT only has an opening when I am not available and I am not even able to rearrange my schedule to make it work, and the whole thing makes me angry. She treated me like a child on the phone telling me it is important for me to work with her, and for me to be flexable she is only in my town 1 day a week. Well that isn’t my fault. Samara has therapy 3x’s a week school 2x’s a week and those can not be changed. I am not a child, I am not uneducatcated, and I know my rights as a parent, but apparently she is misunderstanding that. Plus it took her 11 days to even call me and let me know she wasn’t available when we are.

I am so so grumpy today, seriously. I think my fertility is returning and I am not happy about the idea at all…. 

And my b/p is still too high even on medication.

and this week is insanely busy. Sabastian has his hearing test, they have potraits, there are now 3 ot sessions, a field trip and speech plus school. 

To make my week better I used 4 different colors of ink on my intake form for the hearing and I might have said we speak wookie in our house.. Well wookie, english and ASL.

I wonder what tomorrows hearing test will bring? I am anxious about it, but at least they will let us know in the morning the results and not make us wait forever to find out.