No sleep

 Okay exhausted mom tangent here…. This is not me being ungrateful this is me being exhausted.

So Sabsatian has stopped sleeping. I know it’s 4 month sleep regression. I get it’s a phase and he will eventually sleep, but damnit I’m tired. Super duper fall over tired.

Last night I was up will 2 am with him and then was up every hour nursing him until 730 when Bonnie came in and I got another hour of sleep and then was given him back and I needed to get back up.

He doesn’t feel well ether and I think last night he wanted held. Just held.

Does anyone else ever get up with him at night? Nope I live in a house with 3 adults, and i am the only one up all night with Mr. McGussy pants.

I know they both have to work all day, but they look at me like I do nothing all day. Yes, because caring for 2 kids is nothing, therapy is nothing, school work is nothing, nothing,… I can lounge around all day and nap and take bubble baths and relax. RIght?

Both of them have had naps more recently than me. 

Both of them sleep more than me.

And they both get weekends off. I don’t no one can offer to rock him while I try to sleep longer? Of course not…. 

I am just tired. Flat out tired… 

I know it gets better… I know… I know he is only little for a short time, and i am trying to enjoy him, during the day I am great, but at night, I miss sleep.

and with that he is fussing at me to hold him more,.. Looks like my paper still isn’t being written quiet yet.

 

 

 

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January 25, 2012

<3 hugs xx

January 25, 2012

I totally understand how you feel. Sam has stopped sleeping and started screaming.. Sometimes I just want to jump out of the window.

B+
January 25, 2012

(hug)I hope that you get some rest. And now, it wouldn’t be too much for someone to give you a break.

January 25, 2012

:Hugs: I hope it passes soon!

*hugs* Brynn went through that too. When I asked for help, all I got was arguments, giant fights, and someone blaming me because I wouldn’t just let her cry. I hope you get the rest you need and deserve!

B+
January 25, 2012

RYN: I’m guessing the tuna thing is a new thing… I didn’t feed him tuna… he ate about 2 bites of it at home and then explosive diapers after that. Personally, I think he has a virus and not a sensitivity to tuna. But that’s my opinion. I wish she’d have kept him at home. His poop makes me gag.

January 25, 2012

I’m feeling the same as you. Ian has me feeding him non stop all night long. I’m up every 1 to 2 hours quieting him. It’s no fun.

January 26, 2012

I know how you feel. Noah went through that. He still gets up once a night..sometimes twice. In 7 months… I am the only one to get up with him. These past 7 months I have been so damn tired. All I want to do is sleep. Plus Im the one who gets up early to get myself ready for work and get noah up and ready to go. Its tiring. You have every right to be tired and want sleep and a little help.

January 26, 2012

xoxo