Lower & Lower

 This baby continues to drop lower and lower. 

Wednesday I could barely fit behind the steering wheel in my van. Now I can stick both hands between the wheel and my stomach. 

My stomach is also no longer streched as far as it can go but is now weird looking.

I have this weird indented bruise looking spot on it too. It is the one spot that has hurt since I had Sabatian and it looks funky. 

Today Travis took me to the store to buy groceries, and then to get my eyebrows waxed, and then to lunch. 

It was awesome to have a few minutes by ourselves, even if it was just the grocery store. I know moments with no kids are fleeting fast for a while. 

I got the crib ready, the blankets washed, and both bags packed for when I have the baby. (one for us, one for the kids) the kids one is twice the size of mine and Travis. 

I have a crazy week next week and then I can have this baby, and not worry. I know things don’t always work out like we plan, but it is a nice thoguht. 

I am praying when labor does hit, it will go  smoothly and I will know it is time, and that I will know when to go, and when to call people, so everything is as peaceful as possible.

I am worried about who will help me after i have the baby. I have no one to come help at all. It concerns me greatly actually. I was hoping my mom could, but the state changed the rules on her transportation and aides, and no more, and my dad, ya, he is a dad. 

 

And with that the kids are fighting as usual… 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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