exhausted and overwhelmed.

I am nauseated this morning. So so sick of it. I have been sick for months, and I know it will only continue. 

I am also exhausted. Like physically, mentally, emotionally exhausted. I I can’t even explain it. I know a lot of it is just the physical part of being pregnant, and having 2 kids, and 4 upper level college classes.

I over did it this week. 4 days at the fair and 2 days in chicago. SO much walking. 

This is not to say I didn’t have fun. I had so much fun. I enjoy making meories like these with my kids. I am so glad I am able to do things like this with them. These are things we were not able to do when I was a child. 

I will have pictures soon. Okay maybe by next weekend. We have a full week of school to get through with Samara, plus 3 papers for school.

Looking at my weeks in advance makes me panic. I can’t do it. I don’t rememeber feeling so overwhlemed like this. I used to be able to do anything, and lately, I am feeling less confident.

Today the kids have Christamas potraits. ( I have 35 dollars in coupons that expire today, so I want to use them) Then I need to clean. I have a doula interveiw tomorrow. It will be my 5th one. Seriously, it is too much all of them feel I am too emotional for them imagine that.

Well I am off….