dreaming & planning

 I am so tired lately you’d think I was pregnant or something. 

I have been doing a mental checklist of what I need to get for this one, and I need a carseat, and clothes (no mater which gender it is I will need them. Sabastian was born in the opposite season, and Samara will be uhh 6), maybe diapers, I can use all of the cloth from Sabastian.  then I would like a nice summer ring sling. So that is good.

I still havent called anyone medical wise. I am not horribly sick yet, and so I am just hanging in here. If I do get sick I want to go straight to the picc line, just because the rest seems needless if we know that it will work. 

We are acting a bit crazy and looking at a bigger house. It looks perfect, I don’t know if we can afford it or not, but it is worth looking at, and finding out. Look at it, its beautiful. It has a first floor master, and then a room for my sister! It has so many nice things and upgrades. I would love this house. Then ideally I would just rent this one. I was thinking to rent it between $600-700. That would easily cover the payment here and then some. It is all in the banks hands I suppose. I won’t get too excited until my signatire is dry on the mortgage papers 

Did you know we have gone from a family of 3 to a family of  6 in the past 2 years. 2 years ago we would have told you we were done done. Laughs oh how life changes. Our house is too small now, and as much as I LOVE IT, I am frustrated by how there is no space. 

Sabastian is terthing, and thus not sleeping, nor nursing correctly. Maybe this is why I am so tired? I would bet so . 

I told my family I’m pregnant and they are all excited. Samara is happy too. She wants to call it Samara Rainbow. Ahh I love it! 

She is enjoying horse camp, and i am happy she has the experience. 

Now I need to go put gas in my van. If I am going anywhere at all it has to happen.