3 days after the line

 My line has been in for 3 days. 

I am still vommiting, and so incredibly weak and nauseated. 

They only are giving me 2 doeses of zofran a day, Last time I was on 4 and wasn’t nearly this sick. 

I am nursing again, some, but not nearly enough to sustain him. 

Formula is the pits. It makes him stink, and fussy, and it has to be cleaned, and made…. So much more work. 

Samara wont leave my side because I am so sick. all she wants is mommy, and to keep me company. She is amazing. 

Yesterday was travis’ birthday. I was too sick.. 

My house is a wreck. I need to vaccum, and I need things done but god forbid I ask anyone to help me here, they all freal out. Bonnie I love her, but her attitude sucks.

Travis is working third and he feels entitled to something. Never mind I worked third once too, and still had a house and child to care for.

I need a shower, but can’t take one on my own. 

Tomorrow morning I need to call and find out about uping my zofran. I can’t be this stick.