10 years ughhh*

So since I am still pregnant and I can still type. There has been a major stressor in my life right now, and it is insane that is bothers me so.

My 10 year reunion has been announced, time date location set.

I am freaking out.

I am freaking out about how much time has passed, how old I have gotten.

Travis really wants to go. I don’t. I will have to go with him.

I am embarassed I am not further in life perhaps. I thought i would have my degree by now, but as it stands I will only be a senior.

Then I look at my life. I have been married 9 years, which is some bit of embarassment in a way. I mean I am married to Travis, and he is well Travis.

I own a house, and I have 3 kids. I haven’t wasted my life.

I don’t know. Did I like anyone from high school? I mean really? I have a few freinds from school, but I doubt they are going. Maybe they will. It is hard to say.

Plus, it is an outdoor venue, which makes me fearful of not having a place to pump, which I will need to do, since the baby will be so young.

Plus, I will have just had a baby, and I don’t want to look like I justhad a baby….

Ughhh… It feels so petty…

And with that, I am still pregnant… I am off to take a bath..

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I just went to my reunion and my husband’s reunion in Sept. I found that it really didn’t matter if I wasn’t “where I thought I’d be.” Because really… I’m HAPPIER now with where life has taken me. As long as you’re happy and confident in how you show up, people don’t really have much to look down on you for! I’ve been with my husband 10 years now, married 5.

My 10 year is next summer (2014). I have no interest in going, even though I have several friends who will be there. With my health issues, it’s just not easy for me to be out of bed and most things are not fun anymore. Plus I don’t drink and usually there is lots of drinking involved. A girl I graduated with works at the pharmacy where I get my zillion medications and she told my mom the other

day that I had better be at the reunion next year or she’ll come drag me there. I just laughed when my mom told me.. I doubt I will be going. With that being said… you have a lot to be proud of. Having a home and a family and getting your education are all awesome things. Not everyone follows the same path or the same timeline. Comparing yourself to others is doing yourself an injustice.

I wouldn’t go…lol! That would make my anxiety go nuts! You are having a baby….perfect reason to skip it! If you do go you should be proud! You have a beautiful family and your doing great in school…almost done! Be proud!

my 10 year was several years ago and it was horrendous. like high school all over again. yuck.

pinkpunkcosmo

March 4, 2013

10 year reunions are pointless. Reunions in general seem pointless to me. If I cared about them, I kept in touch.

Princess Pitbull.com

March 5, 2013

My ten year should be 2015 but we dont do such things in the UK thank god!! xxxxxxx

mesohippus

My ten year is this year, I have no desire to go. Doesn’t have to do with where I am in life but I don’t care about those people. Not yet. Maybe in 20 years it’d be more interesting. You have accomplished a lot in your life, you shouldn’t be embarrassed. Be proud.

a beautiful letdown.

My 10 year is in 2014 and I can’t wait. The 5 year was good, I imagine the 10 year will be the same. I think you should go! 🙂

Slowlysurviving

10 year reunion to what?xx