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BULLETS OF COURSE

I don’t know what in the heck to write so I will just do a free write and see what happens.

• My step son is going to be a father which  make sme a step GRANDMOTHER !  {what I’m really thinking}I can’t wait to hold  and baby sit.  I’m really looking fowrard to this and it’s making me want to go to a specialist and see why can’t I have kids of my own.  If I can’t have children I will be able to deal with it but I want to know what the heck is wrong with me.  It’s not normal.  My mother had six children and all my sisters of children.  WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!
• Husband says there is nothing wrong with his sperm because he has 3 kids
• I’m going to make him get his sperm tested

• I have downloaded  just this week alone all of these songs for me and my patients.  Yes I bring my Ipod to work everyday and play music for them.  They have requested:  PERRY COMO, LAWRENCE WELK, BING CROSBY, ANDREW SISTERS, BENNY GOODMAN, TOMMY DORSEY, GLEN MILLER, PEGGY LEE, AND OF COURSE FRANK SINATRA.  Today I will be downloading the Mitch Miller Band Favorites–Thank goodness I love this genre of music.  I really was born in the wrong era. 

• Ac/dc is still the greatest rock in roll band in the world.  Rumor has it that they will be touring again.  I had an out of this world good time in 2001 when they came to good old Tacoma.
• i tunes doesn’t have ac/dc–just thought you should have this information.
•   I’m taking Melatonin to help me sleep at night —me thinks it’s better than Tylenol pm and  Ambien is a little to dangerous for me–It puts me  into a coma according to my dear husband

• Currently into Mary Kay again:  Just spent $200 -I don’t want old looking skin BOUGHT LOTS OF WRINKLE STUFF.
• I ‘m feeling sexy again.  Just bought a pair of high heels –God I love being 5 foot 7 insead of five foot 4.  It’s empowering –I’m now taller them my step daughter
• On the whim, I bought a pair of earings.  I haven’t worn earings in about 20 years.  I’m amazed that my ears are still pierced after all these years–the earings went right in the hole with the greatest of ease.
• I bought a braclet–my first ever!  I always thought my wrists was to thin to wear a bracelet…. I don’t care what people think of my anymore.  I’m 41 or is it 42–Husband says I will be forty three in July–that can’t be so.  Lets see here I was born in 1964..
• I don’t feel this old
• I need to go to the sweat lodge and remedy this nasty cold I have. 
• Speaking of Indian stuff My Indian tribe will be breaking ground in 2010  for a….Multi-Multi-million dollar casino
• I don’t like to gamble,
• My tribe will take care of me when I’m an elder–that’s a comforting thought.
•   I finally defened myself after months of passive aggressivenss   and had an hour long talke with the 3p-11pm nurse- I needed to set him straight.  A closed the nursing office door kind of a meeting.  I told him exactly how he was making me feel…..LIKE SHIT! enough is a enough.
• I’m flossing my teeth RELIGOUSLY.  I had a life changing experience at my last dental appt.  SINCE WHEN DID THEY (MEANING THE DENTIST) START TAKING SECRET PICTURES OF THE CONDITION OF YOUR TEETH AND THEN SHOW YOU THESE PICS  AFTER YOUR DONE WITH THE EXAM AND i MEAN SHOWING THEM  ON A BIG SCEEN MONITOR  AND ZOOMED IN TIMES TEN.========== GET OUT!!!
• I HAVE A CRUSH ON MY DENTIST -his wife is the office manager. 
• note to self don’t be flirty with the dentist.
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• I heart tent sex!!!  IT’s to bad husband dosen’t remember it!  Yes you read correctly and to make matters worse, our wedding song was playing on SirIus in his truck.   He claims I’m making this all up.  I’m not making anything up.  He doesn’t recollect anyghing.  I wanted to prove to him that yes indeed honey you did have a nice orgasm  by rumaging through the dirty camping clohtes looking for my underware.  I know this is gross I just wanted to prove to him that he missed some really good sex with me.
• Ambien like I said puts people into some kind of coma. 
• My little niece is all grown up now–she’s on top of the world.  High school graduation . She will be attending Gonzaga Universtiy in the fall. She has aspirations to be a broadcast journalist