What should I title this?

I’m fighting with my parents.

Like normal.

The house is a mess.

Like normal.

I’m putting stuff on ebay.  Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet.  I need to get my stuff unpacked from the trailer and sorted and get the house cleaned up and sorted and put on ebay.

My dad and older brother are in California to sort gramma’s house.  It’s sad really….I haven’t had a really good cry about it.  I loved her more then anything.  I hadn’t talked to her in 6 months.  I forgot to call her on her birthday in April, even though Mom called to tell me to call her.  It’s hard living with the guilt that I was the last one of the family to see her and that I did not call her on her birthday.

I should be asleep but I’m not.  I’m online talking with an ex from my freshman year in high school.  I don’t know why I wasn’t smart enough to keep him.  He’s funny and intelligent and cute.  Why was I stupid enough to let him go?  I will never know.  He lost his dad a month ago.  His dad was an awsome guy.  He was a teacher at my high school.  The relationship lasted 2 months, but we still where friends for a while after that.  Then we lost contact with each other till 2 years ago when I went home for a surprise visit to Mom.  But he was engaged at that time and we lost contact again till I recently found him on myspace.  I’m confused right now.

My brother is home on leave till the 16th.  I’ll get my room then.  I’ll be able to sleep on a bed without having a cramp in my neck and back.  I will be able to keep stuff in one room that is a private room instead of the living room.

I think I’ll head off to bed…..

Luv, Exhausted Kitty