update on everything

hey guys i do have a part time job, finally started the last week in may. not doing well in math but passing my goal is to get a c. thank goodness for retake, seem to fail actual test and pass retakes. but  have another assignment  that is keeping me above water. Remember the kinda guy i want and need in my life i mentioned in other entry he is now gone. we have been talking for 2 months and a few days. he is a great guy and like him a whole lot and havent seen him, but did trust him more than i have any other guy. he was so encouraging and believes in me. But i had to break things off with him, did it for him. he wants someone with/going to get atleast a B.A. degree but right now i’m about to get an A.A.S degree and i am happy with that right now and really dont know if i will go any futher at the moment. College is for everyone i have been through probabtion, suspension, figuring what i really want to do with the rest of my life,  and changing major. I really care and wanted to be with him but he deserve more. i miss him and its gonna take a while not to.