Came to a conclusion

You ever come to the conclusion that something isn’t going to happen. I came to that conclusion at a friend/coworker baby shower who is a year younger than me. Besides her telling me I’ll know what she’s experiencing when I have a baby, I listen to her high school friend tell another high school friend I can’t believe you have a 13 year old that’s just about an adult and I’m thinking well damn I don’t think having a baby is going to happen for me you know. I have heard women say they couldn’t wait to be mother’s or something similar to that. But I was the if it happens it happens type.