1 month tomorrow :-(

playing amanda perez on repeat

hey guys been a bit, well as of tomorrow it would be 1 month since the last conversation with cl the guy I thought I would have a life with. He went MIA/disappeared on me, so I guess everything he ever said to me was just talk/a lie. His phone is disconnected, I still call it just about everyday, but I have to stop. I sent him a couple IMs but no reply and then he was on messenger when I went on and I IMed him but no reply back, so I guess I can say we are over. It hurts cause I trusted him let my walls down and let him in, I loved him and still do…enough to still want him back. But that’s just a risk with online dating they could have a life you don’t know about. I went on social sight chat that I use to be on and that I met him on but I wasn’t feeling it, you know it didn’t feel right. But I will be ok have no choice but to me, I guess someone better will come my way.

Till next time guys.