so not in the mood

i am not sure if i wanna do nojomo anymore.  i am just not in the mood to write.  nothing exciting is going on in my life.  i work, i come home, i make dinner, i watch tv and maybe grade or plan, and then bed to read.  boring.  i need a man, a steady man, in my life to make it more exciting! 

well, one exciting thing…someone called me skinny minnie today.  someone from work.  it was shocking to hear.  i’ve never thought i would ever hear myself described that way.  i know i’m not near skinny.  i’m still 37lbs away from my ideal goal.  but, i like that people are noticing that i’m losing weight.  its encouraging and makes me want to stick with it. 

wow.  only 37lbs away from my goal.  and i’ve lost (as of this morning) 35lbs since june 24.  sooo..5 months?  so i could be at my goal weight by summer?  crazy!  i never thought of it that way before.  i guess i should actually start going to the gym to tone up so i’m not all flabby skin by summertime.  i might be able to wear a 2 piece and feel comfortable!  for the first time in my life!  hahaha, i don’t think i look any different now, i don’t think i’ll look that much different at goal.  i’ll still see problem areas.  but, i’ll like the scale and shopping a hell of a lot more!!!!