how was it?

it was good!  i wanted to go to church because i needed some positivity and the sermon was all about depression and jezebel lol.  awesome.  we went to dennys and the pool after and that was nice.  we chatted a whole bunch. i figured i was going home after the pool but he wanted to do dinner and watch a movie so we did that.  he also asked me to stay the night and i thought about it and didn’t.  we had talked earlier about him still talking to other girls and how that made me jealous.  he was under the impression that i was still chatting with other guys  (which, i was, sorta, but only because he was talking to other girls). i think that my date on friday and knowing i was chatting with other guys made him jealous, but he didn’t admit it and i didn’t ask if he was.  so, when i left, i took his face in my hands and said, lets get this communication thing right.  i am not interested in anyone else and i know you aren’t ready but i’m willing to wait.  he thought i was leaving because i was mad or upset and i really wasn’t.  i just didn’t want to crowd him and take up all of his time.  he insisted that i wasn’t but, i dunno, i just wanted to go home to my bed.  so, i texted and thanked him for a perfect day and said i couldn’t wait to do it again (we are doing it again next sunday) and he said it was a great day and good night.  so, it ended on a semi-weird note but overall was pretty perfect 🙂