get a filter! and, wtf??
god, one of my friends can be so rude! as my coworker says–she has no filter. she says what comes to mind even if it is rude, or will hurt feelings. for example, over the summer i was supposed to go somewhere with another friend. i ended up feeling sick that night so i cancelled. rude friend asked what my plans were now that i cancelled on the other friend. i said i was going to lay on the couch with my library books and read. she texted back "wow, sounds boring…haha" excuse me? so i wrote back "sounds perfect to me, i actually enjoy reading." she wrote "i guess i’m not that much of a reader. but have fun." then, another coworker that rude girl and i are both friends with is a bit older. she is 17 years older than me but totally awesome. i want to be her when i am her age. rude girl takes every opportunity she can to point out coworkers age. coworker said she never feels her age, or old, until rude girl says something. like if we were talking about the price of girl scout cookies (ummm…$4 this year!) coworker said "they were 50 cents way back when i sold them" and rude girl thought that was hilarious and said something about the dark ages. ugh. if you can’t say something nice, don’t say anything at all. after her wedding that i’m attending in nov, i think i’m cutting her out.
she really pissed me off today though. i went out to buy a new shirt or 2 since i reached the 25lb mark on my weight loss yesterday. i sent a picture of a really, really cute top i tried on to a bunch of people. it was hot. it was a corset top, with some lace trim at the bottom. and it looked good on me! it wasn’t too tight and you couldn’t see any fat rolls. anyway, everyone wrote back and said it was cute, hot, sexy, etc. and rude girl was like no, its not cute. its hookerish. i wanted to write back and say i’m sorry you have no tits and a giant gut, fat upper arms and the biggest ass in the world, but don’t be rude cause i look cute in something you could never pull off. but, i didn’t. don’t need to piss her off yet. i’ll wait till after the wedding and then tell her how rude she is and that i can’t hang out with her if she is going to say things that aren’t nice or won’t use her social situations filter. maybe if i say it like i would to a elementary school kid, her pea-brain might understand.
anyway, on to my WTF moment of the day. last night when new guy got home, he posted something on fb along the lines of "got someone on my mind tonight." well, i had gotten a bit tipsy thurs night and ended up texting him. we had a pleasant conversation. at some point he wrote and said that he was going to ask me about hanging out that night, but thought i was napping, and that he was sick. i didn’t respond to the hang out part of that message. i thought to myself "if you wanted to hang out, you have had the whole last month to call and ask." anyway, fast forward to this morning. i get on fb and see his post and wonder if i’m the person he was thinking about. i posted something and he immediately liked it, then wrote on my wall saying that he always thought my old profile pic was very cute and he hopes i have a good football day. i wrote back later and said that the current pic is my favorite because it brings back good memories. he wrote that he liked my lollipop pic best (its a hot pic of my lips wrapped around a shiny pink lollipop. my eyes look awesome in it). side note–when we were hanging out, he always told me that pic turned him on, reminded him of one time in my kitchen when i decided to take advantage of him while he was trying to open a wine bottle. i wasn’t sure what to say to his comment, so i just said haha :). why is he all of a sudden flirting with me again? did i open a door when i texted after too many beers thurs night? i’m still sure that we want different things and i’m not willing to compromise. but, he did treat me great while we were dating. its just been since he hurt his foot and stopped putting effort into "us" that things went sour. hmmmm……you know what? i’m not even gonna worry. if he wants me, he knows how to find me.