:)

last night, kevin (the HOT guy) texted me good night 🙂  i wasn’t going to text him since we just hung out monday but i was excited to see he texted me.  my friends said he is feeling me out to see how i felt about our date.  so, today i texted him and said i hoped he had a good day.  then later on, i asked him if he wanted to do something next weekend.  he said yes 🙂  he said he has a wedding on sat but i could come over after or on sunday.  i said sat night would work.  its tough to do stuff on sunday–thats my laundry/grading/cleaning day.  so, i will be going over there and sharing a bottle of wine with him.  i’m so excited!  i’m sure we will probably make out like teenagers but thats ok haha.  i just need to be aware of how far i’m going with him.  since i like him so much, i want this to work out.  its already going to be tough because of the kids but i can do it.  this has just been a great week!  i really, really, really hope he likes me too, not just for sex or whatever.  i keep wanting to think negative thoughts (i’m too fat, i came off too dorky, etc.) but i would hope he would not want to hang out if he thought that.  i would hope he would be honest.  he has seemed pretty honest so far so that is good 🙂  i know i need to be cautious but i’m too excited!  i’m happy to be happy again!