said goodbye.*

  
(This ticker isn’t violating OPSEC because he isn’t leaving for Afghanistan for another month or so. But we won’t see eachother between now and then due to mob training.)

-sigh-

So, this is it… the beginning of probably the longest year of my life.

**I’m not going to lie. I’m a mess right now. I’m thinking of all the things I won’t have anymore… no more sleeping next to him at night, no more seeing him walk thru the door from a long day of work. I won’t see him walk down that hallway to our bedroom in the evening. No more cuddles on the couch while watching movies I have no interest in.

I sure hope this adjustment period passes quickly.