randomness.
- I GOT MY CAR BACK!!! No more ungodly bending in and out of Josh’s tiny cobalt.
- I’m tiiiiired.
- I’ve been having crampy contractions a few times a day for the last several days.
- I have been so hungry lately. And I’ve gained weight. I’m up to a 20lb gain. Mason is moving a lot less in there, so I think he’s getting bigger and running out of room.
- I’m SO ready for my maternity leave to start. Three weeks and 3 days. It cannot go fast enough. I don’t care how long I’m pregnant, I just want to not have to be this pregnant and work the way I do.
- Newborn diapers are tiny! I’ve had two babies, and I still am shocked at how little the baby socks are and how tiny the newborn diapers are. <3
- I really need to sweep & mop my floors, but I can’t muster up the energy to do such a thing right now. -sigh-
- I also need to fold and put away laundry. Don’t think that’ll get done tonight, either. -sighx2-
- I’ve been really emotional the last couple days. I’ve nearly burst into tears over stupid stuff twice at work today. I feel like I don’t do nearly enough with the boys anymore and feel guilty about them being gone for nearly 12 weeks with George. I feel like a horrible mother because my house is messy right now. It’s not anywhere close to being, say, condemned. But it’s definetly lived in and I don’t have the energy or motivation to clean it up like I feel I should on a daily basis. Blah.
- I think I’m going to get my butt up and do a few things before putting the boys down for the night.