07/25/2009

 
Work sucks at the moment. We were on a week-long quarantine for parvo, that ended yesterday. However, when we tested everyone (80 dogs), one came up positive. Which means, we have to quarantine for another 7 days. Our stray ward was completely full (we had dogs stacked up in the garage this morning..) so we had to shut down our adoption kennel to handle the over flow.

I had a long week this week due to only having one day off. I have the next two days off, though. I definetly need it.

Work is starting to get a little more difficult for me. I need to focus on drinking more water, which is probably the cause of most of my discomfort. Oops.

I’m newly obsessed with farm town on facebook. It’s become an addiction.

Still not really sure what’s going on with Josh. -shrugs- He hasn’t, to my knowledge, (phone records, emails, etc.) talked to the girl since I’ve asked him to stop talking to her. He has been calling me everynight for the last week, which has been nice. It’s been hard to find upbeat things to talk to him about, because he doesn’t sound very thrilled to be doing what he’s doing right now and he’s injured his shoulder pretty badly. And I’m stressed out between work, the boys, finances, the new baby coming, things seem to be going wrong left and right around here… but, I have made a point to not nag/bother him about things going on between him and I because that’s just not fun to talk about constantly. And, honestly, I can’t focus on that right now. He’s going to be gone for a year no matter what happens, and I can’t control his actions or make him want to do something. I need to spend the little energy I have left at the end of the day mentally preparing for the birth of this baby. So, I’ll keep being here for him while he’s gone. And send him special things and hope that he’ll work through whatever he needs to work through so we can fix this. If he doesn’t? Well, I can walk away knowing I’ve done everything that I can.