Suicidal….

I don’t know why, but right now I feel really sad and depressed and suicidal. I just want to grab a gun and shoot myself. I guess I’ve actually been feeling this way for awhile now, but lately I can’t get the thought out of my head. It seems rather tempting lately just to go ahead and do it.

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March 25, 2007

I’ve been there. I’ve spent time in the hospital on a few occasions because of my depression and suicidal thoughts. I know this sounds like a crock right now, but it does get better. I know it’s hard, and it’s so tempting to just end it, but you would suffer eternally if you did. If you get yourself through this, life will be worth it. Right now, focus on your daughter. She needs you. Take care.

March 26, 2007

I agree. Focus on your daughter. I don’t know if you’re the same, but when I was really depressed, I never got to the suicide part because I knew how much I would hurt those I loved. I did wish that I had never been born however. As little as I know you, I believe you can make it through this.