Stupid Idiot!

I’ve been talking to and hanging out with this guy for awhile now and started to really like him. He’s the first person (not just guy, but person) that I’ve stayed the entire night with since I had my daughter (she’s 3 now). So go figure that he tells me afterwards that he just wants to be friends. I feel like such a stupid idiot now and wonder why I even let myself like him. That’s what usually happens to me too. Whenever I fall for a guy, they never feel the same. It kinda makes me mad because he always wanted to cuddle and make out and hang out, but now I think maybe he just wanted sex and was trying to get it. I just wanna cry because I’m so hurt, but at the same time I don’t wanna waste my tears. Every person I’ve ever trusted or liked has screwed me over so I should be used to it by now, but I thought he was different. I guess I was wrong….. once again….