Spitting the frustrations out

"I love you." I personally think people should learn to not just throw the word around. This time, I have the right to judge. I don’t throw the word around, I make sure I only tell the people that are worth it, that I actually really very much love that I love them. When I look at the people in my surroundings, I see different things. They call temporary friends their soulmates, they call their boyfriends the one, while a week later they break up. They tell people they just met they love them so much and I find it absolutely ridiculous. If you necessarily want to grow up fast and have boyfriends then make sure they are the one instead of acting as if. I have to admit I am probably more adult than others and I am not proud of it. I would like to trade with anyone else. Because always thinking about everything, worrying too much, it’s not nice. And I try to stop it, but it is an automatism. I can truly tell that to everyone I told I loved them, I meant it for the full 100%. And that is something I am proud of. It’s just something that sickens me. To see people just use it like it’s  nothing. "I love you" isn’t just a sentence, “I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.”Thàt, is what I love you should mean to everyone.