So far for the weekend

 Ever had that feeling? The one where you want to move on, but you just can’t because it takes time? I’m having it right now. It makes it even harder because I have to see my ex-boyfriend everyday at school – he’s in my class – and it makes it even worse because of his stupid little games he’s playing of making me jealous with other girls he doesn’t even like or does like.. Ofcourse I’m fully trying to not show how irritating I find it and I don’t pay attention to it, only, I wish I could just not pay attention to it for real anymore. All I can do right now is pretend I don’t and then it’ll come from itsself I guess. Sometimes it just really hurts and I think way too much, but I know I’m far from the only one and this is just another love story that didn’t end well. It’s part of life and part of growing up, I know, but it doesn’t make it any less painfull. But I’m going to keep my head up and move on as fast as I can, because I think it’s time for a new chapter where I have fun, and am more happy and over him; yes it’s really time for that. SO i’m following everyone’s advice, I’m moving on and letting him go with as much ups and downs as it takes 🙂