Insecurity strikes again

Okay so I am getting my insecurity fase again.There is so much I’d like to wear but I am afraid of everyone judging me. It’s dumb, right? People should just wear what they like without doubting or thinking about others opinions. Here is a stupid example: there’s this bonnet i really like but I never wore bonnets before only when I was like 5 years old. I am even afraid people will say something of that, because I hear gossip all around me of the most idiot things ever like people who wear a certain skirt or pants or haircut and someone doesn’t like it so they gossip. That is one of the main reasons that I am scared, I don’t want people to start talking about me like that. Is it worth it to be talked about when you wear something you love and feel good in? I am constantly trying to push my limits on that aspect but it doesn’t always go that well. Though I feel this is something I should learn, it is like a lesson you learn in puberty. To just wear what you like no matter what people think of it. But still, I am very struggling with this again. I hate that I am this insecure..