Boys make you sad

 I’m so confused, I don’t know what I feel anymore. My head and heart say two totally opposite things.

"Forget him. He’s not good for you and he only hurts you by everything he does. And all he tries is hurting you so forget him."  

"Think about the memories you two have, it can’t be he really tries hurting you, there must be something that causes this. Maybe it’s because he’s confused that he’s doing this."  

But if I think objectively and logically, I think I have to move on for my own good. If I keep staying attached to him, I’ll only hurt myself and there are so much other boys, and I don’t want to be the girl that got stuck on a guy and never forgot about him while he forgot about me the minute we broke up. I want to move along and that’s it. I’m putting him out of his life. It’s time I put myself first and go on because I’ve been way too good for him. And if we are meant to be, I do believe it will find a way again and if it won’t, that means he isn’t meant to be the guy for me. We’ll see how it goes all I know right now is that I try to be strong even though I’m angry, sad and confused on the inside. And what I know too is that he’s a total jerkoff. I want to have fun now and forget about those stupid guys for a while. UGH

Help me what should I do I’m very hurted and sad 🙁