Holy Shizz

Oh my gosh. Instead of going to Vegas for Mel’s bday. We’re meeting the men of our dreams. Yes, a VERY MERRY Christmas to me!!!!!!!

  Lol, what else.

  Oh yeah, this guy is obsessed with me right now. I feel like a cocky 16 year old girl, but its true. He keeps trying to get me to tell him he’s attractive, in which I don’t think he is. I dont want to be mean, that’s the last thing I want to do. He was pretty normal yesterday, but  his texts began to get a little bizarre.

   Like, the other day he wanted me to wrestle him. That’s creepy. He said "I’ll go nice on ya, baby.," That’s another thing; calling me "Babe" and "Baby" its weird. If I’m not your girlfriend, dont call me that. (even so, i hate cheesy little nicknames. But I guess it could just be who its coming from.)

   It is nice, though, to hear how attractive you are all the time. That I do appreciate. It’s always welcome 🙂  Except, in a creepy manner, which he’s able to do sometimes.

     He’s not my type. Def. not the type for me. He claims his best quality is that he’s funny. No, he’s not. He just said something outlandish last night to me, and I didn’t know how to reply but "You’re funny" And now he thinks I think he’s funny. He’s sooooooooo boring. And he’s creepy. And "What’s your favorite outfit" WTF?

    He says "You’re mine" and "Dont leave me" and "I wanna do more than just visit you on set 😉 " And so on.

    And asking if he’s cute all the time is juvenile and annoying. What the hell, dude? "Do you wanna see me?" Gets really old. Really fast. Anyway

    I get today off, I am BEYOND thankful for that. I am gonna go see brittany up at work, she has to be there today      🙁    I made her this gift with all our jokes on it and stuff. We talked forever last night, it was funny she goes "Do you have any idea how much you make me laugh?" and "You’re my other half, we could go on like this for hours!" I’m glad I make people laugh. B/c irregardless of how that spoiled rich bitch on here said about me, there’s more than meets the eye with me, and if I let my guard down around you, I’m a pleasure to know and yes, pretty damn funny.

   It’s weird cuz Adriana said im her better half to. It’s very nice to hear all these good things about me. It tells me I’m going in the right direction, and have, and I should think more of myself than I do. People are constantly telling me how much they admire my strength, courage, wit, creativeness. These are GOOD things. And just b/c I dont have certain things I feel I need to have, I am set. I am good to go, armed with everything I need in this life to make it through. God wouldn’t send you to the battlefield with just a knife…. You have it stowed away. Dont mean to preach, but its true.

   Anyways…. Merry Christmas everyone, and a happy New Year!